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My demons are just angels out to kill me.
I don't know what I'm doing, but you're welcome to watch.
Created on 2003-07-28 17:04:24 (#1214487), last updated 2009-07-09
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| Name: | Mary Lewys |
|---|---|
| Location: | Cocoa, Florida, United States |
| Website: | Mary Lewys' Bullshit |
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mlewys@cfl.rr.comThis is my LiveJournal: a receptacle of odd thoughts, beliefs, moods and scribblings. I believe that, while this is before God and World to read, it is still for me. I write here for me and my benefit. For various reasons stretching from a desire to share lyrics of a moving song to tracking the events in my life (I was able to figure out employment a few years back based on my LJ), I do all here for me. Selfish, I know, but in my totality that is my life, this small corner can be the place where I am allowing myself to be egocentric.
While I believe LiveJournal to be a wonderful communication tool, it isn’t a substitute for true sharing and friendship. Whether I friend you or not bears little on how I feel or what I think about you or your journal. I didn’t do high school in high school, so I won’t be doing it here. Those that know I love them know I love them (or they’d better – I’ll kick their butts!). They know because we communicate well beyond LiveJournal. If you have any doubts, ask but be prepared for the truth as I see it.
I will not censor myself. I will use foul language, have offensive thoughts and push boundaries. I’m a Taoist Hedonist by nature (and a practicing Catholic), so part of my center encompasses a high sex drive. Mix that with a vivid imagination and you get something that would buckle Pat Buchanan’s knees. I possess an angry streak a mile wide. I’ve always had it and do not plan on loosing it any time soon. If you are easily offended or have a sensitive nature, move along now. I will not apologize for myself later, unless circumstances dictate otherwise.
If you are looking for completion of your soul, you have come to the wrong place. I will not fix you, make you whole or add any deep meaning to your life. More than likely, I will push buttons, challenge you and demand evolution. I believe Life is Change. Whether I like it or not, Life constantly evolves me. That colors my view of the world. Yes, Virginia, there is an uncarved block that is the truth of me, but I am the product of my experiences.
You are the product of your experiences. Don’t pretend to be someone you’re not. It demeans us both and wastes time.
Otherwise, welcome. Please feel free to share your thoughts, ideas, emotions and views. I hail them with a hearty cheer. Worry not what you say, for I shall share my views. If you offend me, I will calmly explain why and with much empathy. If you delight me, I shall bounce and hug the stuffing out of you. If you do anything, I’m typical to respond favorably.
Leave fear at the door. I have a strong disdain for it.
Please keep in mind that this is a writer’s journal. I pay close attention to words, verbage choices and sentence structure. These things are of value to me. Toss them around carelessly and I will think you lesser for it.
I understand others view LiveJournal differently. This is how I see it and choose to use it. It is not open for debate.
Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia.
--E. L. Doctorow
Stoop and you'll be stepped on; stand tall and you'll be shot at.
-- Carlos A. Urbizo
Don't be afraid. That simple; don't let them scare you. There's nothing they can do to you...a writer always writes. That's what he's for. And if they won't let you write one kind of thing, if they chop you off at the pockets in the market place, then go to another market place. And if they close off all the bazaars then by God go and work with your hands till you can write, because the talent is always there. But the first time you say, "Oh, Christ, they'll kill me!" then you're done. Because the chief commodity a writer has to sell is his courage. And if he has none, he is more than a coward. He is a sellout and a fink and a heretic, because writing is a holy chore.
-- Harlan Ellison, from his anthology Dangerous Visions
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
-- Dr. Suess
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aequitas, alternative rock, angels, art, augen auf, bastard sword, bastard swords, big ass guns, bisexual, broad sword, broad swords, character creation, characters, chaucer, claymore, claymores, comics, computers, copulation, creative writing, csi, cunnilingus, dashelle hammitt, dyslexia, erotica, fellatio, film noir, fine art, flaws, foreplay, fornication, fuck, fucking, fucking around, graphic novel, gun, guns, hallelujah, having fun, heterosexual, heterosexuals, homosexual, homosexuals, hot sex, japan, katana, knife, knives, lesbian, literature, medieval sword, medieval swords, mst3k, music, mystery science theater 3000, mythology, orgasm, orgasms, oriental swords, original fiction, pain and comfort, piano, pictures, poetry, polyamory, porn, pretty pictures, questionable content, role playing, role playing games, sarcasm, sci-fi, science fiction, scottish swords, screwing, semi-automatic, sex, sex and violence, shagging, shakespeare, short sword, short swords, shotgun, smartass, smut, sushi, sword, swords, tai chi sword, tai chi swords, tanto, tattoo, tattoos, tea, two-handed sword, two-handed swords, veritas, viking swords, violence, violence and sex, wakizashi, weapon design, weaponry, weird fuckers, words, writing
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Schools:
Holy Rosary Educational Center - Flint, MI (1980 - 1984)Siena Heights University - Adrian, MI (1984 - 1989)
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